Pessimism/Realism

It's starting to set in just how little people care about the wellbeing of others. Usually when I blog I'm not straight to the point. For my own taste, it's pretty cringey looking at it, even if it's honest. Maybe I've been too hopeful. I'…

I remember everything being abstract when I was younger. That song "At Last" by Etta James had such an IMPACT on me that really, really can't be described with words alone. It's like, that song had a direct connection with my inner soul. M…

Forward.

I don't ever want to know what it's like, to be doing the same exact thing every single day. If I was stuck in a loop, with no sense of progression whatsoever, where the circumstances of my life or even the smaller details never changed, I…

Office Space

So I'm opening up an office space for video game development. We're gonna use it as a shop for 2 weeks of the year when the area is pretty popular. It's exciting. We've also started doing more art for the card game, graphic design and stuf…

Feelings

Sometimes, you feel something. And you're not sure if you should feel exactly what it is that you're feeling. But you feel that emotion in response to a thought in your head. One of the reflexes to something like that, if you feel like you…

Freedom from Perfectionism

Part of what's hard about being a creator is the pressure to not stop once you've started. The pressure to constantly keep up with it and to constantly follow some sort of daily quota once you've established yourself as a creator. Creating…

Secrets

I've been learning secrets about people lately. I learned the other night that someone I've known for years is actually good at writing music. She's really good at it, almost a mysterious vibe and it seemed based in good fun and rulebreaki…

How's Hatena?

Hey Hatena. My first time ever using the username J29736 I believe was on Hatena. I created the account for that animation website. Nowadays I shorten J29736 to J2 cause it sounds a bit cooler. I got the idea at a Project M tournament. Whe…